Goddamn this weathers fucked at West Pennant hills... thunderstorm all morning... but the fucked thing was how loud it was~!! Holy shit i think it must've been directly above us or sum shit~!! it was SOOOO FUCKIN LOUD~!!! It sounded like a cannon... seriously... not a deep bass rumble... but a short brief intense *BOOOOOM~!!!!!!!!!* I sleep like the dead... i can sleep thru my house alarm.. but even this was able 2 wake me up ( 4 a few seconds neways.. )... there was 3 separate instances where it was so loud ( when i was semi-awakened by them... i was still asleep n when i ko'ed they were incorporated in2 my dreams... weird... ).. that i could feel my ear drums being pushed in by the sheer pressure of the noise... i am not exaggerating in the slightest~ :| :| :|

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neways... Phils gone ages ago... Jane with him.... Ya in korea gettin drunk.... Nat n Tim in vila sunbaking.... Pats gone now... bunko leaves next week on da 17th... wilmas married... kens busy chasing every skirt he sees... Ian got hit by a car... Mel looks like a stressed mother of 2... Jens a angry stressed out asshole even tho its holidays.... Kat ignores me... Chris works 24/7 at ungodly hours.... Tamara hides from me... Tessa n Dave r in rehab... Amex avoids direct eye contact n Tinyan is strange.... :| :| :|

Haiii~~~ methinks its time 2 start socialising with my long lost neglected friends...

Tuesday.. had the farewell thingy... at Pancakes... which just ended up as me, pat, bunko, ken n tinyan... :| Mel n Lil jen rocked up afterwards but goddamn... mebbe they shouldn't... Lil jen arrives, rolls down the window n immediately lets fly a flood of profanities at us... sumthin bout how the fuck is she gunna get home... we look at each other... *shrugs*
she gets agitated n looks like a quivering kettle at boiling point... then lets loose with a explosion that sounds like a tape recorder being fastforwarded... high, squeaky n 2 fast 2 catch nething...

Meanwhile mel on the other side looked beyond dead... she looks like one of those mothers with like 5 children n just doesnt give a shit nemore... like a zombie... Go 2 her side of the car 2 ask whats wrong... but aiya~~~ scary~!! she had "NOT HAPPY JAN" plastered all over her face~ :| For the rest of the nite there was only a few glimpses of the old cheerful mel that we knew... MEL~!!! WAT HAPPENED~?!?!?
Aiya... but felt sooooo guilty calling her out now... pat feels the same.... n especially cos she had 2 cancel sum plans 2 make it.. even tho i we werent doin much neways~ :( just bummin around as usual ... but this time at pyrmont with a view~! :D
haiiz... o wellz... i'll go back 2 only calling the girls out when i have a party on or sth... :(

Shit... more 2 say but now gotta run... watching scary movie 3 wit Chog, Hwonka n the Fairy Fag....