Aiya~~
1 thing i neva understand about girls... y is it that... they have this theory that they'll neva go out with friends..?

I think its cos... girls r idiots. yea... that sounds bout rite...
nah i think its cos.. girls like drama n excitement in their lives.. thats y they pick assholes 4 bfs... cos they like the little thrill of not knowing what he gonna do next... the risk that she mite get dumped ne time...
Girls like that... they like the mystery n excitement that comes with sum1 new...

I dont get it... like isn't it beta... 2 b friends first..? 2 know each other abit beta first..? that way... u know what the other person is like.. u know if u get along or not...

Friends tell me y not go try 2 talk 2 girls in like bars, cafes, clubs etc etc... well 4 the bars n clubs i just feel really dirty n sleazy... i feel like alot of the dickheads that wander around in da nite tryin 2 score.. so i dont do it.. but other times... its cos... they're strangers...
i mean.. yea she mite b really pretty but she mite b a very bitter n selfish person...

In an ideal situation i want 2 become really good friends b4 i do nething... cos at that point then i know if that girl is the one 4 me or not... I have no interests in starting a relationship that i know mite not last, 4 1 reason or another....

i dont know.. it just doesnt feel rite... i feel that if u think that person isnt the one... then... y r u wasting her time..? i dont know.. hard 2 explain...

Ppl gloat bout how many girls they been with... n i just dont understand... yea alrite.. big man~! u fucked 17 chicks within 14 days... wat do u have at the end 2 show 4 it...? nothing...

haii... i hope i havent lost u in my ramblings... its just i dont know how 2 really express how i really feel... damn limited vocabulary~!!

Girls say that they don't want 2 risk their friendship by doing nething... but isn't worth it? If that person mite b the one..? n its bullshit that u'll ruin the friendship.. u can always b friends again... its a little awkward in the beginning but after awhile its fine....

*sigh*
Blah... my 3 lil braincells r'nt workin as well 2nite... i think i OD'ed on anime... :| an epileptic fit is coming soon i can feel it...
*nervous twitch*
fasle alarm... o wellz... me post sumthin laters~~
Bai bai~